Another test

Not good news this morning, I did another HPT and the line is noticibly lighter. I can't add a picture cause our laptop is in getting fixed and I'm typing this using my mobile phone, but it is definately lighter than the test done last Monday.

Not coping very well at the moment, I think because this one was so unexpected after getting such strong tests, no warning and now this makes three in a row. I'm going to give the clinic a call this morning and try to get my scan brought forward so I can get some closure.

We wont be going back now for a while, probably around 6-12 months. I need to recover emotionally and we need to recover financially. When we do go back, I will look at changing clinics. I still believe in my current specialist's high success rates, but I want to go somewhere that will do more monitoring for my own sanity -hcg and progesterone blood tests, early scans if needed etc. One that has a more sympathetic and caring nurse that I dont dread calling. I will talk to my specialist following the scan to see if he is willing to meet these needs now that I've had three m/c in a row, but I'm not expecting to have much success. But as I said, it will be a while before we need to make this decision.